Recently , i had a chat with this friend of mine.. he told me that his friend commited suicide and died..not long later,followed by the deceased's wife...
this friend of mine started telling me weird things which starts to make me worry as there is a high tendecy of him doing so...
he started telling me that he envy his fren for the courage of ending his life and so on....
its really worrying cos he mentioned that he is demoralise and he lost his job when he is very close to his career peak..
as we r both the only child, i gave him my 2 cent worth.. tryin my best to calm him down nbe there for him.. but the best part is, he said enough of all the parents thing that everyone mentioned...
but wait a minute, stop all the parents here parents there? come on, if u r farking reading this, PLEASE wake up your farking idea..
there r people whom do not have parents..there r people whom parents have passed away.. and some who dun even noe who their parents are...
you are fortunate but u r not contented..u think the world owe u? the answer is NOBODY owe u anything in life..but YOU as the only child have a LIFE DEBT to pay off to your parents.. your parents revolves around you..they pin hope on u..rely on u.. n now u want people to stop telling u bout parents?
if u r more sensitive and mature to spare a thought for them, would all of us emphasize the word P.A.R.E.NT.S to you?
i treat u as a fren..that is why i tried to talk to you whenever possible.. you are a nice guy and u are capable..thats y i dun wish to lose u as a fren..or in fact, i wun wan any of my surrounded people to leave me..
i do feel helpless when u cant understand what i am trying to put across..
you got a gd life n loving parents.. they love u too much that cause u too be so spoilt n self centred... u tink the world revolves only around u..but hell no...
life is precious..u only live once.. and being a man, you should not even think of the negative thots.. i noe life is hard ..but its all bout how strong u can stand to overcome all the obstacles.. u r the pillar of hope in ur family..no matter how hard it is, u hv to stand strong like how your parents brought u through all the hardship..
you may hate me for saying all this now..but when u have thought through 1 day, u will know where i am coming from...
go and think bout it...
life is short... its either u make it or u just sit 1 corner having ur negative thots.. why not use this time to think of alternatives than to drink n smoke ur life away..and keep tinking bout death?
